Inner Soliloquy

jeesus @ 2005-04-07T20:01:00

2005-04-08T00:02:33Z

I know I said that I would probably never update again, but this was just too damn funny...

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jeesus @ 2004-11-25T14:50:00

2004-11-25T19:50:52Z

Orwell's hell
Terror era coming through
This little brotha's
Watching you too

jeesus @ 2004-11-03T14:50:00

2004-11-03T19:51:38Z

We're FUCKED!

jeesus @ 2004-09-08T14:00:00

2004-09-08T17:58:29Z

I have really stopped putting effort into this. It takes up time, that I really don't want to spend, especially since no one reads this anyway. While I will occasionally update this from now on, the output will be much less than I originally intended. Other than occasional news, I will mostly put quotes up on this.

Live life to the fullest, because you only get one chance.

jeesus @ 2004-07-13T18:46:00

2004-07-13T22:49:46Z

Saw Farenheit 9/11. Good movie, though biased. Points out realisitic flaws in the government. Moore could have gotten the movie a lower rating if he didnt include that part that said "burn mother fucker burn", but hey, its his movie. Go out and see it. The only theater playing it nearby is amstar, which is a comfy theatre. Even you ppl who think bush is a good president should go and see it.

Lights out, turn on the radio. Turn that shit up.

jeesus @ 2004-07-01T13:01:00

2004-07-02T17:05:47Z

I had to fly back from M.D. cuz the concert I'm working at on the 3rd and 4th, which was an escapade in itself. As I leave from my uncles house to the airport 10 minutes away, the cost is 18 bucks for 5 miles which is fucking outrageous. Then when i get to the airport, i go through security and i get profiled because of long hair, i have my bag sniffed with bomb dogs, am frisked, have my shoes sniffed for bombs, am electronically frisked again. FUCK THAT. when i get on the plane, i have to sit between this fat redneck who wont shutup about his open heart surgery, and this mexican afraid of flying, who is constantly praying in spanish. Gawd i hate flying. the only good thing that day was my grand father saying he will pay for me to fly to new zealand next year, so ill probably be staying at my uncle Neals beach cabin for 1.5 months, and in case you dont know, N.Z. has some of the best beaches in the world, so that will be great.

jeesus @ 2004-06-28T12:23:00

2004-07-02T16:25:22Z

Arrived at my grandparents house in M.D. but they had to go to meetings, so we drove 2 hours to Morgantown West Virginia. In morgantown, we looked at the old house we lived in 12 years ago, when I was 3. Then we ate at the Taco Bell my dad used to work at. It was strange to see where I used to live , and think "What if I grew up in this backwater town?"

jeesus @ 2004-06-28T12:23:00

2004-07-02T16:25:17Z

jeesus @ 2004-06-27T12:21:00

2004-07-02T16:21:18Z

Went to the beach in the morning, then took my younger cousins mini-golfing. It was drizzling the entire time, but they had fun. Tomorrow we head up to my grandparents house in M.D.

jeesus @ 2004-06-26T12:19:00

2004-07-02T16:19:11Z

Sat around the beachhouse today as it was pouring and had tornado warnings again. Didn't do much else.

jeesus @ 2004-06-25T12:17:00

2004-07-02T16:17:39Z

Spent another day on the beach, and went biking in a state that actually has hills, which was a welcome change from florida. The waves were a lot better today, but still not as large as I would like.

jeesus @ 2004-06-24T12:15:00

2004-07-02T16:15:04Z

Spent the whole day on the beach, since its only a quarter mile away. Sea was really calm that day, but there were a whole lot of jellyfish. Really nice beach otherwise though.

jeesus @ 2004-06-23T12:13:00

2004-07-02T16:13:08Z

Spent 14 hours driving from orlando F.L. to outer banks N.C.
Most of the drive was through torrential rains, with tornado warnings. As soon as we got in, I fell asleep.

jeesus @ 2004-06-20T12:11:00

2004-07-02T16:11:11Z

Theres been a change of plans, we are actually going to the N.C. outerbanks beachhouse my uncle has for 4 days.

Travel

2004-06-19T23:31:42Z

Going on a vacation up north for a couple weeks, going to see all my family on my moms side. Maybe my cousins who live in virginia will sell me that car I like?...
Anyway, it will be good to be away from my dad for a few weeks, and maybe I can find something fun to do on my grandparents farm. I hope next year I'll get to go back to New Zealand for vacation, its really a much better country than america. (The All Blacks beat england the other day, those brits didn't stand a chance). Later on this summer, I think I am going on a 100-mile biking trip, I'm not sure yet. Ok, finished rambling, gotta go work.

The road goes on, but the spirit endures.

SUMMER!!!

2004-06-10T01:17:27Z

I haven't been doing much this summer, get up around 11:00 eat, play games, sleep. Well after a couple weeks of that I got bored, so I have decided to do something else, if only I knew what it was... oh well.

Anyway, my employer is hosting this concert July 3rd-4th, from 4pm to 4am, at 5 Points soccer on 419 and 17-92. If any body comes out I'll be working there so thats something at least. Shitty pay tho.(6$/hr.) Anyway stop by so i can stay awake, because i am gonna be so tired. Besides that, have a good summer, even though I won't see some of you next year.

Death

2004-06-10T01:11:04Z

I do not fear death, because I was fortunate to have been born at all in the first place...

jeesus @ 2004-06-04T21:04:00

2004-06-10T01:09:42Z

Heroes sometimes do their greatest works after they are dead.

jeesus @ 2004-06-02T21:00:00

2004-06-10T01:08:39Z

Valor is defined by valiant deeds, regardless of motive...

jeesus @ 2004-05-21T18:32:00

2004-05-21T22:33:05Z

Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever...

Have a good summer.

jeesus @ 2004-04-20T18:52:00

2004-04-20T23:04:38Z

Looking at cars. I'm gonna need to save lot more money before I can afford anything nice.

jeesus @ 2004-04-13T17:00:00

2004-04-13T21:37:42Z

Take all your problems rip'em apart, carry them all in a shopping cart...
Be like the squirrel girl, be like the squirrel...

jeesus @ 2004-04-04T20:17:00

2004-04-04T01:22:20Z

Ah, look at all the lonely people, ah, look at all the lonely people. All the lonely people, where do the all come from? All the lonely people, where do the all come from? Where do they all belong?

jeesus @ 2004-04-03T20:12:00

2004-04-04T01:14:41Z

In the town, where I was born, there lived a man who sailed the sea. And he told us of his life, in the land of the marine. So we sailed, into the sun, till we found the sea of green. And we lived beneath the waves, in the sea of green...

jeesus @ 2004-04-03T20:11:00

2004-04-04T01:12:02Z

When all the world turns against you, you can only trust yourself...